it's pulling me apart
bit by bit, day by day
it's breaking my heart
i can't stand it
thinking back doesn't help
the hits, the kicks
on my heart on my mind
it won't stop
it's a weight on my shoulders
and it wont disappear
its getting too unbearable
im gonna break
i dont wanna live this life
with all the tears
with all the lies
i cant get away from this pain
no-one knows how much this is killing me, no-one'll understand
i cant stand it
it feels like fire running through my veins
it burns.
About Me
- Abbey
- I think about the future a lot.. Wondering if i'll be a lonely old lady, waiting for the long days t come to an end and all my pain to fade away. No husband and no life. Trying to figure out where i went wrong.. If i'll be a happy woman with kids that i'm proud of, a peaceful life, a stable bank account, and a husband who would just lie on the floor with me in silence, both of us just enjoying being with eachother.. Or if i'll be the grown-up version of who i am now. A loud, bouncy woman who loves to laugh and enjoy herself. A lady with friends and family to die for and dance as her place to escape and who has a mostly worry-free time just enjoying life as it is.
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