Saturday, January 2, 2010

the future

I think about the future a lot.. Wondering if i'll be a lonely old lady, waiting for the long days t come to an end and all my pain to fade away. No husband and no life. Trying to figure out where i went wrong..

If i'll be a happy woman with kids that i'm proud of, a peaceful life, a stable bank account, and a husband who would just lie on the floor with me in silence, both of us just enjoying being with eachother..

Or if i'll be the grown-up version of who i am now. A loud, bouncy woman who loves to laugh and enjoy herself. A lady with friends and family to die for and dance as her place to escape and who has a mostly worry-free time just enjoying life as it is.

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